Just One Chance...

Just One Chance,

Give me one chance

to help Myself,

to help my Country,

to raise the Man to raise high.

I have been trying to come out,

to fledge out 'my wills', 'my power',

to percieve a new world And create it.

But.........., But...........

my weakness and back dumps pulls me back,

I can't raise a step forth for mine,

"Then How come I am thinking for the world and mankind?"

Let me fill with Power, 'GOD',

the world can rely a bit on me

help me just to wake up and wake others

to catch with the glowing Speed of "Life & Light",

Just one chance..,I need Just one chance..

Friendship Is A Promise

Friendship Is A Promise,
spoken only by the heart.

It isn't written on any paper,
it isn't given by any pledge,

But Friendship Is A Promise
that is renewed every time two friends
meet and smile.

They enjoy the good time of
being together.

Its a promise to share both glad and sad times.

A Promise to think
of each other whether near or far apart.

Friendship is a Promise Spoken only by the Heart,

A Promise that YOU and I will always share.

& Thus I Understood the Importance of Scribes !

Date 29th January 2011, the clocks hand tick to show the time 8.30 PM. SAARANG was over today, though the Rock Show m8 be going in the OAT, I thought in my mind but As I was not interested to attend it , I didn’t booked my place in the audience for the show.
Now its only 2 day remaining to complete the assignments for Complexity theory and from the name itself the word Complex may give you the idea of how the course would be.. (though it is not actually tough , but yaa for me it is really hard.. :( ). Now I have to start for solving the assignments, so I looked into the Questions once, and againg once.. , I thought at first Uff !! I wont be able to solve any of it, but then I thought I should look into my note to get an insight into what was taught to us so nicely by Prof and are their any straight forward questions deducing from the arguments discussed in the class, I flied to my bag lying on my bed just to discover that my notes was not there in it.., I thought I probably m8 wud have forgotten them in the lab, since I may have put them their after the last lecture of the course which took place on 25th Afternoon. 
I rodemy hayabusa ( cycle) swiftly to reach the lab located somewhat 1.5 Kms away from my room in some hardly 3-4 minutes.. (somehow I have to complete the assignment before the deadline (31st jan) that was the only thing in my mind going on dat time..) . I opened the lab lock approached my deskplace and searched for the notebook.. and Alas ! it was not their either.. I started asking myself , Where the heck I did have placed my notes ? Shall I go back and check in the room again ? I scrutinized and made a thorough check at my desk place( which some how now-a-days I am keeping clean , lolzz.. :D) and also check my cupboard at lab, but all in vain..
I pensively thought about the notebook and started revinding the movie at my mind.. as far as I can remember regarding the notes..
The clock showed 9.10. and Ping ! came the picture of me placing the notes in the mess on 25th during Lunch time, I forgot to take back my notes after the Lunch that day, and it has been almost 4 days from then, I didn’t bother to open 4 days.. Enjoying Saarang and more importantly sleeping 14 hours a day..
What should I do now ? The mess will be closed so I can’t go their and ask him Whether their any an inch of getting the notes .. I gave a second thought , somehow I have to start working ton8 only or else I wont solve even a single question..
I didn’t have number of any others in the class, no batchmates of m9 have taken up that course, so I searched  for the enrolled students name in Students portal, and yaa I got details of Gaurav’s room ..
Hopingly to find him in his room I rode my cycle to his hosti.. and now was the time to search for the room.., climbing the 2nd floor I discovered I am at the wrong half of the hostel, thank God at least the wings in Tapti hostel are connected or else I would have to stair down to ground floor and again climb to 2nd floor in the other wing.. I hunted for Gaurav’s room then.. and finally found it.. Ohh !! atleast their was no Lock at his room..so I felt a bit hopeful, and tukk tukk !! here I knocked..
To my contentment Gaurav himself opened the door and delievered me a cheerful Hiee !!.. hello I said..
And continuing I said.. Ummm , I have lost my Complexity Theory notes , can you lend me your notes for today n8 ? I will return them tomorrow for sure.. I said.
He said sure, and he tumbled on his table and came up with the notes in few seconds.. Thanks was the best I can say to him and I made my way back to the room, While the way towards my room I asked myself , Now that’s why they have put for the section Lecture scribes for the Bums and carefree students.
I always had this question in mind, When every 1 is putting their notes up for them  Why the heck is this need of Scribe stuff, just a pain and time waste, typing in LATEX and blah blah..
I thought When every1 has his own guide for the course as the notebook, why he will peep to this scribes for any reason.. but yaa now I have the answer to this,, now I was the candid Who really required the scribed lecture notes, and I really found them helpful..

Thanks , and Thus I realized the significance of Scribes !!

Its very r8ly said, until you loose something you don’t realize the significance.. :-)

Why Just ‘A’ day … called Valentine’s?

For the perpetual & for the Unceasing ,

Just a one day seems so unpleasing..
‘I LOVE YOU’, were the words I waited to tell you,
For almost a year just because I want to give it the Valentine’s Day time..
Does it really matter for whom you LOVE this day will purposely be a different ?,
It’s obviously special, special in the way it reminds us to LOVE all, specially the one that makes ur breath stop on,
Not so, because If you LOVE, all that matters is just being with you, your very small thoughts..
LOVE forerun all days and encompass all nights, just making it wait for 14th Feb,Doesn’t seems to be OK at all to mine..
If you LOVE some one then just go Express it, because waiting a Year its too long, really Mind!!,
Rather it isn’t more justice for just paying the word LOVE with a single day,
Its just celebrated so as to be make you Feel the Word LOVE,
If you had forgetton it or left  it cramed deep inside ur heart quite a time behind to bring it back to Life,plenish the times with Happiness & Love, devoid of sadness, hatred …
Its just to wish Us, Its just to remind us to Keeping LOVING the same throughout the year all…
So if you have left your LOVE somewhere , catch it up right now today just by thinking of the Valentines Day,
And if you LOVE someone go on celebrating it throughout the every year of ur lifetime..
And nevertheless to say Have a Valentines Day for all the year..
“LOVE PERVADES, just as GOD ALWAYS BLESS!!”

Sometimes , really sometimes...

"There’s always a feel, to think of, there’s always a joy to live on.

There’s  always a hope to moveon !!"

Sometimes Its better to be just you,

Sometimes its better being the one you want be to,

Sometimes it feels like getting drowned in the vast sea,

Sometimes its just feel to enjoy the first shower at spring,

Sometimes the world always seems so nice,

Sometimes it better to be nice to the world for no reason why.

Sometimes it just feels , I am happy,

Sometimes it really doesn’t matter for the  ‘I’.

Sometimes you just think about your love,forgetting all,

The next moment its seems  actually that love only makes the word ‘all’.

Sometimes I feel of running to GOD !!.,

For GOD himself will let you embrace the people you  love for.

Sometimes I see me flying, gliding, talking to clouds,

Its all but a dream to cheer and smile upon.

But I do believe such 'sometimes' of ours, to become the Everytime,

For us to blith kudosity all the time.. :)

The VENERABLES..., A tribute to our Teachers

For where the Universe exists, and even where it doesn't,

The TEACHER as a person holds the highest position above all ..

"Who are we?" Its a question for all of us

but atleast to search for its answer we have moved on,

The only apparent reason being our TEACHERS has shown us the path, the way,

The direction to embrace good, to feel Happy and make others feel the same,

We had been enlightened by our Teachers on our mind and heart.

They being altruistic for all & almost everytime,

sometimes had to go a little stringent to drag us from the path headed towards "dark" on.

For a child, his parents teaches him "how to walk" but,

A Teacher teaches to move forth in the Path called "Life",

pervading knowledge, morale, bliss and virtues all time.

We will always find our Teachers values supporting and standing beside,

To remind us of ourselves,to help us pleade into Knowledge and love forever and indefinitely long.

They help us sail our ship in this vast neverending Sea called Life,

with the raddar put on our part, just to prevent us from getting astrayed on.

A teacher affects Eternity,

his benedictions and genial influence for all of us never stops on.

For being student,

the best part we can do for our teachers is to Pray for them to GOD & follow the paths they had shown upon.

In the Last we just wish to say,

Yes the Real VENERABLES ...

When Heart Cries, And Eyes Are Still Left Dry To Cry...

Till the Dusk, from the Dawn,
When the Sun rises through the horizon,

The World goes on, Which way?
GOD better knows on....

Whats good?, Whats bad?,
“To Realize”,Hasn't been anyones' job.

Who bothers , when bad pays you,
makes you laugh, falsely satisfies you.

But still somewhere in the heart,
a Betrayal war continues on,
“Opposing,Repelling” your bad deeds.

But its unnoticeable to probably most of all.

Still I come following the same rule,
cheating myself.

But nowadays, My Heart Cries,
When the eyes are still left dry to cry....

With an unreal smile on my face,
that doesn't reveal & reflect my Heart's actual situ.

But Still continuing Betraying myself,
'Why'?

The answer, please GOD, Reply.., Reply....

I Dont Know Y ?/?..

Today walking around the lanes,
I was brought to my Present situation,
by the strangers chatting about Self Assessment, around.

I need to figure out which good qualities
still persist in me & in weights of How many Pounds?

Astonishing results revealed
infront of Me.

“How come I started speaking lie so often in the meantime”?

I asked Myself, “Where in Me”, the “I” Factor aroused,
rather then the “They” & “We”

Selfishness has sowed its seed in My Heart,
& The more subtleties lies in the fact that,
My “Dictionary of Life” now had a word “Hate” clinged on.

It really surprised me as “How the word Hate creeped into with Love?”
Maybe the world around me,
had a reason for it or so..

But, Am I that feeble? To not even immune me from these small Means words of Hate & Selfishness.

Has My Love, My Worths, My Morals hadcuffed themselves
to serve as Slaves infront of them.

Being Pensive about this the Question arised Why?
About which really "I dont know Why ?/?... "